Change

I want you to know that I am happy for you. I am probably the happiest for you for this new thing you have going on in your life. But that doesn't mean that it doesn't suck at the same time. It is change, and as we all know I don't like change (unless it has monetary value). I wish change was cut out of this world all together. I know change is necessary, I know change is inevtitable, I know change - in the end - will be good . . . but that doesn't mean I have to like it. So, can I be happy for you and be sad at the same time? I mean, does that really work? I hope it does because that is where I am. And I don't want you to tone it down, I don't want to restrict you, because I see it in you - you are happy and I don't want to put a limit on that.