Mixed

I am happy and kind of hurt at the same time. On the one hand, him moving to Rogers Arkansas makes it easier for me to move on. On the other hand, him moving to Rogers Arkansas makes his claims of wanting to stay in Tulsa for other reasons void - meaning he just didn't want to be here. Meaning he just didn't want to be with me. Happy because I am off the hook. No more worrying about that part of my future with him. Sad because I wasn't enough. Don't worry about feedback, I know what you all are going to say.