I don't know

I don't know what to do. If I stay quiet, it could hurt more. If I talk I run the risk of a fight. I was never good at this relationship stuff. Maybe that is why I have shied away from them. I hate this part, the knowing that I am going to hurt someone's feelings, and it isn't their fault - it's just how it is. I feel like such a jerk. I'm sure after tonight I will have more words, good or bad, I don't know. Maybe I won't have any more words but these - I don't feel like a nice person.