12.08.2005
What If?
What if I was fake before and now this person that is here is my reality? What if I was just covering up the truth for so long that this is what came out of that? A person who doesn't really know what they want, who they are, or how to relate to others. Is it a fair assumption that maybe that was all fake before, and I am just now discovering who I am and how I fit into this world? What if all the hurt, shame, and guilt that I have felt for so long has made me this way - does it last forever? Or will I emerge on the other side - not really being who I was before, and not really being who I am now? Can I move past the expectations of my family and frends, can I move past their judgement, can I move past my own pain to become that person? It is possible that this point in my life is just a growing pain. A growth that is taking me from who I was to who I will be.
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haha, well, the beauty of the Nap Buddy system is that it's just like the typical 'sex buddy' system, just minus the sex part...it's someone you know well, who's just a good fit to nap with. nothing more, nothing less. so, the creepiness you speak of shouldn't be there. heh.
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