Change

I have a lot of change all happening at once . . . and I really hate it. While all these changes have the potential to be good things, I really just want things to stay how they are. There are down sides to every change I am going through, the problem is knowing if the upsides outweigh the down sides. So far they don't. So far the down sides are staring me right in the face every day. Instead of dealing with the down sides and turning them into positives . . . or leaving them behind all together - I am hiding. Hiding in a world I left behind years ago, that took me years to get out of, and has the ability to swallow me up hole and not give me up very easily.