Risk - it isn't just a game anymore.

I have come to discover I have no idea what I want. Or I know what I want, I am just not willing to take the risks involved to get it.

I want to just wake up in my life in 5 years. See what it is like, see if it was worth the risk. If it is worth it then take the risk.

But all of you out there will say, "the risk makes you grow, whether you fail or not." It IS the risk that makes you grow. It IS the risk that makes you who you are as a person, the benefits of that risk and the failure (if you have one - which I suspect I would at least have one).

Why and when did I get to be so afraid? Risk - it isn't just a game anymore.